Dude... you won't even remember any of this crap when you're older. Christ, stop sobbing and get back on the date train. Just pick a nice girl this time, not some slut who will have humped 500 dicks by the time she's 30 (just seems that way by the way you describe the actions of another 13 yr old).
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Well there ya go. Nice move.
And waiting until a specific age? Pfft.. to each his own. Marriage? That's just bs, you'll end up getting married for the wrong reasons, have some anklebiters and realize you hate your life. Then go on a mid-life crisis like a few of my friends' parents have... leaving your family behind to rediscover what you didn't 'have' as a teenager/in your youth.